CrimsonApathy

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They Hadn't Been There by CrimsonApathy, literature

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They Hadn't Been There

All of Meadville was in shock. Judge Carter was not known for his clemency when it came to crime, whether it was jaywalking or murder. So when Frank Matthews was exculpated after being charged with Public Indecency, it was all people could gossip about for days. Because Matthews had been charged with and tried so many times, no one had bothered to attend the trial, so there was no one who could give them a recapitulation. Matthews was known for his ignominious and uncouth behavior had gotten him in trouble several times before. The female population aged between eighteen and forty-five execrated him, but he ignored their upturned noses and a

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What I'll Never Tell You by CrimsonApathy, literature

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What I'll Never Tell You

We're the same But so different I try to be close But you push me away You don't know it You don't mean to To throw my insecurities in my face To prove my worst nightmare To show me that In the end All I can do Is watch you fall apart In front of my eyes There's nothing I can do And it kills me But I'll never tell you that You're dying But you'll never tell me You don't need to I can see You're killing yourself with unseen grief And all too noticeable scars I try to see what's going on I try to be close I try to help But you push me away There's nothing I can do And it kills me But I'll never tell you that. You'r

Scared by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Scared

Scared So scared I'm so scared So scared Scared Happy smiles mask the wide eyed terror Cheerful laughs swallow the silent screams Nightmares begin to stalk my days Invading my mind With premonitions Of your Future Which I hold so dear Scared So scared I'm so scared So scared Scared Your body deftly defies gravity Slowly slipping down Back arching It seems so unreal Your eyes turn from pain To fear Then back to pain You drop the blade The small click Echoed around in my mind Forever Your hands once Reaching out Grasping nothing No one's there. Scared So scared I'm so scared So scared Scared

Masquerade by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Masquerade

Grand oak doors open, As the guests gracefully glide through On to the polished white marble floor That gleams and sparkles like newly fallen snow Under the light of the chandelier They make their way to the ballroom Dresses rustle as Lace brushes taffeta And velvet slides across silk Shoes click Echoing awkwardly across the room Men tighten and loosen their ties anxiously Glancing over at the women As they adjust their hair with finesse And smooth their dresses Masks adorn each face Carefully keeping all of the wearers secrets Each one makes the crowd gasp Light dances off silver sequins Feathers wave in the unseen breeze

She Says, I Hear by CrimsonApathy, literature

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She Says, I Hear

She says: You want that necklace? It's so ugly It's Idiotic Why do you like it? See that girl over there? She's got a better one Why do you want to waste your money on that? It's not worth it. I hear: Ugly Idiotic She's better Not worth it Breathe Blink For a moment I let my whispered insecurities Get the best of me For a moment I believed the obviously unthinkable For a moment I thought she was talking about me.

French Class by CrimsonApathy, literature

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French Class

When in Français Two Do as the French do The best methods of entertainment Often include Doing nothing And watching the drama unfold on its own Tic-tacs fly among the rumors Created through A series of unrelated events That will be forgotten by next week anyway. Chairs squeak across linoleum floors As desks groan And proudly show the long lost graffiti Of teens over the years Papers rustle The clock ticks Time moves by If you think It has to end eventually Then you're wrong This room is obviously a rift in the Space-Time Continuum And time does not in fact move on It just repeats itself Over And over And over And ove

Geomtery Class by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Geomtery Class

Tap Tap Tap In front of me A girl attempts at the worlds longest Drum solo ever played in Geometry class The guy two desks to the left of me Inhales a bag of chips Behind me A girl is texting her best friend Who is texting her back from next door The teacher drones on As if the lack of student attention Doesn't bother her one bit Then again She might be used to it by now In the back corner Two guys are finishing their homework For their next class While the girl next to them reads Occasionally correcting their papers I pull the hood of my hoodie Over my head Lay my head on my arms And zone out No one really pays atte

Arsenic by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Arsenic

The dirty bum He had it coming He was going down in arsenic A typical ski trip to Salt Lake City Typical crowds Typical sleazy men Typical girl looking for the registration desk She bumped into him Ezekiel Young For her it was love at first sight She was sure he felt it too They met everyday Eating Laughing Smiling Kissing Hugging Loving It seemed like a dream Too bad it would have to end The dirty bum He had it coming He was going down in arsenic. Slowly his life unfolds She sees him for he is The rose colored glasses are trampled, By his six wives His wives His six wives Six The dirty bum He had it coming He

Perfection by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Perfection

If there is always A little good in someone Then there is always A little bad Perfect Is just a word Perfection Is nothing Nothing is perfect So Why do you expect me to be? Why do you want No Need Why do you need me to be perfect? Why do you punish me when I'm not? Are you ashamed? Because I'm not perfect? Because you're not perfect? Because they pushed you to perfection? Because it's all you know? Perfection Is a mask A fake smile And a thousand lies Intertwined Perfection Is an ugly thing True beauty lies in imperfection Didn't anyone tell you? Didn't anyone tell you that? That you were good enough? Perhaps

Running by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Running

Stop running All you ever do is run Stop running That's what they tell me I tell them I'm not running I'm chasing A hope A dream And a life That's spiraling out of control They tell me to stop I tell them As long as I have Two legs And a beating heart I will keep chasing My dear friend Who is lost Running away Blindly Not caring It they fall As they run Trying to escape From all the cold things In their world Running As long as they are running I'll be there Chasing them Until I Can bring them back home Safe In my arms And never let them go Then Then I will stop Then I will stop running But until then

Together by CrimsonApathy, literature

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Together

Together. We sit in a room Both of us Together Everything is calm Tranquil and serene I feel safe Insecurity is a myth There is a door It looms between us like an untold secret Threatening to break through Many have gone through it They say it's different out there More challenging, an adventure A little foreboding, new expectations Higher cliffs to fall off I scoff at them Why go there, if life is great here? We're content here, why leave? Why risk it? Your voice is soft, but piercing, a dagger through my thoughts You say we need to move on in life The greater the risk, the greater the reward Everyone has to leave thei

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Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: In front of my computer
MP3 player of choice: I'm emotionally attached to my ipod.
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever, it changes every week or so
Favourite cartoon character: Kisuke Urahara, Rukia Kuchiki, Sasuke Uchiha, Soi Fong
Personal Quote: 'Deprived of the vioce in my head, i seem to be going insane'

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Peace Love & Sharpies

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my friends are my life, and music is my oxygen

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CrimsonApathy

Jul 11, 2009

I'm doing this to make Keru happy

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COMMENT AND 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you. 9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you. 10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

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CrimsonApathy

Apr 19, 2009

yorfaeysn,

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1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Would you ever make out with me? 13. Physically, what stands out? 14. Emotionally, what stands out? 15. Do you wish I was cooler? 16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 18. Am I lovable? 19. How long have you known me? 20. Describe me in one word. 21. What was your fir

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CrimsonApathy

Feb 7, 2009

25 Things

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1. people seem to find me entertaining but I feel like I've become really boring. 2. sometimes I worry that my not as close friends will not like me anymore since I've become so boring 3. I can't speak French to save my life and I'm in IB French 1. It's a miricle if I can write 100 words, with a prompt based on a piece of text sitting in front of me 4. I usually don't care about what I'm saying and don't get embarassed easily 5. I always manage to say the wrong thing in the moment when I know I need to be quiet. Those moment haunts me for weeks. I always wish I could go back in time even though I know if I hadn't said it then it would ha

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kchuu

Feb 25, 2010

Thanks for the faves! It's been too long, Coley

CrimsonApathy

Apr 10, 2010

wooow,
sorry for the SUPER LATE REPLY D:

It has been waaay too long!

8Ducky8

Jul 22, 2009

thanks for the fav! ^_^

you're welcome

PREPARE FOR THE SUPER TIGH RANDOM HUG!!!

THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend

KerushiiNara

Feb 13, 2009

Thanks for the fave!
Haha, I almost wrote 'face'

CrimsonApathy

Feb 21, 2009

you're welcome meh love